Sitting in Starbucks.
Confused.
Frustrated.
Unmotivated.
I don't get it. If this is supposed to be my calling, why is it so damn difficult?
Paul, you are quite the character. I'm currently reading an N.T. Wright book about him. It's a book I'm not fully understanding. And that is really frustrating..
and I'm almost speechless. I have no idea what to think or how to feel. Can I really do this?
